these 4 words.....
looking thru my friends' blog, can't help but have this feeling inside....
as a human, we can escape these process.....
told my friends before, i'm the kind of a person who accept things....adapt new environment....
won't have big difficulties......maybe at the beginning.....biting my lips, passed thru everything.....
but 1 day, i just look at mom, and realize how old she is.....
my mom work for us 3 brother and sisters from her teen years till sixties.....never stop.....
wonder when my brother and sis realize this?
when can they start missing mom? when she's cremated inside a pot?
st, i hate myself too.....saving money to this acc, invest in that.....
mom never keeps her money.....work so hard and paid all the loan for my college fees, but never complain that she had nothing to save.....it's their generation culture....let ur children study, if they can study....but never had in their mind that these idiotic and useless children will pay them back in the future.....never......only that wau, my children studied in high school....so they can brag in front of the aunties....in the end, what do they get? taking care of the big grandchild, while changing diapers of the small ones.......
that's what they get.......maid's work and maid's life.....
y im so unfilial? i always talk, but im a useless child.....mom must have done very bad things in her past life....she owe so much to these 3 useless children...when can i change to good?
when??
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
PSDC run
when our HR lady sent out an email notification bout this run, i was like....nah..... :)
though it's for charity, but there are many charity run i passed along these 29 years too, so, what's the heck.... :)
then chow mei asked us, but ah ti and rah said tired and sleepy...that's them....the least exercise 2 among us 6...
then ah sa asked us again and mentioned that this means 1 more person, 1 more charity will be done...meaning after register, not necessary needs to go.... :)
going on and off with this feelings, my heart still unsure....feeling guilty once register, but not going...but seem like ok if register, but not going....
with the heavier preference on not going, but to register and getting to do charity as well as getting a free t-shirt, i decide to register......contacted joey on this and she do have the intention to join as well, but she's unsure whether there'll be sponsorship from her company....
remember that ah sa and ah ling asked me to take a smaller size t-shirt as my intention is to the last extend.............XXL............. :)
well, my explanation to them is that the t-shirt need to be bigger to be more comfy....
however, on the day the t-shirt arrive, i believe even my big bro will reject the T.
it was so big till the sleeves cover my elbow.....i look like wearing a dress with it....luckily i do wear short.... ;)
the day arrive: 26 July...
ah sa is coming to fetch us....we have to wake up at 6am.... man....this is the worst part of the run....
reaching there, though we encountered slight difficulties in finding a car park, however, with 2nd attempt, we manage to find 1 beautiful spot....
today weather not that nice....bit hazy.....and bit cloudy.....
we reach there bout 7.15, leaving us bout 15 mins to moons around.....
in this kinda place, definately we look out for those familiar faces.....
we did not see anne's nose yet and chow mei start to think what will be anne's reason for not coming...she might mentioned that it's going to rain.....then we saw her..... and chow mei have to eat back her words......
7.30 am and bang.....nah....the DJ count down together with the crowd....and her start counting from 20!!! man.....it must be his first DJ work.......
then off we go....chow mei rush and rush till ah ling have to rush up to meet her and asked her to slow down......
joey and me jog from behind.....to keep the energy for the long run (btw, the run is 6.5km)....
since she started too fast, now chow mei had a cramp attack at her legs, then she have to slow down to meet up with joey and me......
as she always mentioned (or finding reasons as always) that her leg is short, therefore she can't walk as fast as us.....then she'll run up as she left behind.....this goes on till we complete the 6.5km in an hour time....manage to complete this run in an hour time is like a dream come true and truly unbelievable....
rules of the game is to collect total of 3 wrist bands in 90 mins in order to exchange for a goodies bag and a cert.....
reaching the finishing line at 8.30, the first station is to get the goodies bag....once stop running/ fast walk, my leg starts to shake....
then we hit the refreshment stall....the 100 plus and vico feels so good.....
that's the end of this 1 hr run......
on the next day, meaning today, those participants have similar appearance......the leg open big big and walk like a toad......my legs feels like died........du _______________________
die......................
pictures coming up once chow mei "blue toos" to us.... :)
though it's for charity, but there are many charity run i passed along these 29 years too, so, what's the heck.... :)
then chow mei asked us, but ah ti and rah said tired and sleepy...that's them....the least exercise 2 among us 6...
then ah sa asked us again and mentioned that this means 1 more person, 1 more charity will be done...meaning after register, not necessary needs to go.... :)
going on and off with this feelings, my heart still unsure....feeling guilty once register, but not going...but seem like ok if register, but not going....
with the heavier preference on not going, but to register and getting to do charity as well as getting a free t-shirt, i decide to register......contacted joey on this and she do have the intention to join as well, but she's unsure whether there'll be sponsorship from her company....
remember that ah sa and ah ling asked me to take a smaller size t-shirt as my intention is to the last extend.............XXL............. :)
well, my explanation to them is that the t-shirt need to be bigger to be more comfy....
however, on the day the t-shirt arrive, i believe even my big bro will reject the T.
it was so big till the sleeves cover my elbow.....i look like wearing a dress with it....luckily i do wear short.... ;)
the day arrive: 26 July...
ah sa is coming to fetch us....we have to wake up at 6am.... man....this is the worst part of the run....
reaching there, though we encountered slight difficulties in finding a car park, however, with 2nd attempt, we manage to find 1 beautiful spot....
today weather not that nice....bit hazy.....and bit cloudy.....
we reach there bout 7.15, leaving us bout 15 mins to moons around.....
in this kinda place, definately we look out for those familiar faces.....
we did not see anne's nose yet and chow mei start to think what will be anne's reason for not coming...she might mentioned that it's going to rain.....then we saw her..... and chow mei have to eat back her words......
7.30 am and bang.....nah....the DJ count down together with the crowd....and her start counting from 20!!! man.....it must be his first DJ work.......
then off we go....chow mei rush and rush till ah ling have to rush up to meet her and asked her to slow down......
joey and me jog from behind.....to keep the energy for the long run (btw, the run is 6.5km)....
since she started too fast, now chow mei had a cramp attack at her legs, then she have to slow down to meet up with joey and me......
as she always mentioned (or finding reasons as always) that her leg is short, therefore she can't walk as fast as us.....then she'll run up as she left behind.....this goes on till we complete the 6.5km in an hour time....manage to complete this run in an hour time is like a dream come true and truly unbelievable....
rules of the game is to collect total of 3 wrist bands in 90 mins in order to exchange for a goodies bag and a cert.....
reaching the finishing line at 8.30, the first station is to get the goodies bag....once stop running/ fast walk, my leg starts to shake....
then we hit the refreshment stall....the 100 plus and vico feels so good.....
that's the end of this 1 hr run......
on the next day, meaning today, those participants have similar appearance......the leg open big big and walk like a toad......my legs feels like died........du _______________________
die......................
pictures coming up once chow mei "blue toos" to us.... :)
here's the running beauties....
Friday, July 24, 2009
My dream car!!
this is my dream car....
been crazy over this car since my college time....since 9 years ago....man, i'm old!!
rmb once when returning to college time, walking thru petaling st to catch LRT back to Tmn Melati, saw this car (in silver) park nearby...my friend asked whether i wan to have my photo taken with this car, but due to my face skin too thin, i just stand nearby and have a closer look at it...
there are few times when i see this car passing thru me on pg roads, in red, yellow,black and silver, but have not seen an actual white yet...nearby my current hs seen a yellow one always parks there...must be resident there....
some of my friend mentioned that she prefer mini cooper, but my heart still loyal.... :)
Japanese Buffet!!!!!
Can't wait till next Thurs!! less than 1 week to go....
will post some pictures on the tasty foods!!!! :)
going G Hotel with my fellows tam chiak collegues...
ah ti, ah rah, ah ling, her sis and chow mei.... :)
this is our special friend...from mars....wondering how come a strawberry from mars will turn out to be our collegue cum friend? long story to tell....
back to the buffet (in chow mei language is bo fei....ha....ha....), this is the only activities siz of us hv common with.....(inclusive ah sa, minus ah ling sis)....
ah sa prefer mountian, ah rah prefer beaches, ah ti prefer shopping and beaches (after she back from redang last year), ah ling prefer shopping, but seems like she also kinda like beach too....nah....she just like to travel, but bit salt and nutmeg only.... :) chow mei le, she also gone craze over pulau once she back from redang/ pulau perhentian trip in june....
however, the only preference that 6 of us have is "eat".... :)
will post some pictures on the tasty foods!!!! :)
going G Hotel with my fellows tam chiak collegues...
ah ti, ah rah, ah ling, her sis and chow mei.... :)
this is our special friend...from mars....wondering how come a strawberry from mars will turn out to be our collegue cum friend? long story to tell....
back to the buffet (in chow mei language is bo fei....ha....ha....), this is the only activities siz of us hv common with.....(inclusive ah sa, minus ah ling sis)....
ah sa prefer mountian, ah rah prefer beaches, ah ti prefer shopping and beaches (after she back from redang last year), ah ling prefer shopping, but seems like she also kinda like beach too....nah....she just like to travel, but bit salt and nutmeg only.... :) chow mei le, she also gone craze over pulau once she back from redang/ pulau perhentian trip in june....
however, the only preference that 6 of us have is "eat".... :)
Thursday, July 23, 2009
My first blog
Heard bout this person's blog, that person's blog, but never have the mood to start my own's...
Maybe i'm the first whom is a blogger without net at home....
friends always comment/ complain that i MIA....
but they never sit in my shoe....without net at home, the only place to enter into this tech's world is thru my office's line...which is like a theft....
my helpful collegue helped me out to start this blog....
so, that's it.....this is my first blog.....
no idea what will be my next blog....but this will do for a first timer.... :)
Maybe i'm the first whom is a blogger without net at home....
friends always comment/ complain that i MIA....
but they never sit in my shoe....without net at home, the only place to enter into this tech's world is thru my office's line...which is like a theft....
my helpful collegue helped me out to start this blog....
so, that's it.....this is my first blog.....
no idea what will be my next blog....but this will do for a first timer.... :)
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