i told my friend once that her body is healthier than mine, so god always give her sickness, nearly weekly rountine......my body is not that good, that's why god give me less sickness.... :) becoz in my whole life i think i only diarrhea three times nia......
then was thinking that god prepare my mental to be stronger, so whenever i was hit with sadness or any fall, i can climb back up......so, whenever i get hit and get back on my feet, he would want to hit me again and when i get back up, again......
ppl always say, be thankful or appreciate the little things in life....then your life will be fill with joy....i credit myself with this.......im always thankful.......my friend told me that her salary is not enough to cover her expenses, but what i think is that maybe the expenses grows together with the salary......remember my salary at my earlier place, i have no saving. but i still can pay up ~600 monthly for my car installment.....
im thankful for this new place and the new salary....just wanna let my friend know that we should be thankful because else we still at the older place, it'll be worse..... :) im sure you know who are u......
ok, back to appreciate the little things in life......i do....i do appreciate the little things in life......but i think god provide me with a very strong heart because he wans to take my happiness away everytime im happy......because he knows that i can take it......untill 1 day when i snap! then i guess he'll know how far my limit is......
things surround are so gloomy and ugly......human heart are so scary......im very worry bout living alone in the future as im afraid of ghost and bad ppl......family can be ugly too, friends? all the ppl around you......human heart are so ugly.......
sometime very confusing.......you are so worry...should i believe? or should not? lies.....are you scare? my friends told me you'll suffer to worry so much......im being the less worry person, can you believe it? lots of ugliness in this world.....that's why i totally agree with christie......if i have another chance, i might wish not to come to this world, or i might rather turn out to be pig or dog.....animals, without brains, cause it so hurt to guess other's heart.....very painful......
That's y some ppl said some sickness is rich ppl sickness. Always go to the rich ppl. God knows they have money to cure it.
ReplyDeleteSometimes just don think too much & learn to accept. Then we'll live more happily.
'Chuan dao chiao tou zi ran zhi'
Sometime I think ugliness is the correct place for us to learn not to be the same like them...
ReplyDeleteUgliness should not be the reason for us to stop loving this world, loving life, loving people surrounds us ~
Everyone knows nothing is perfect, everyone also knows human are ugly and sinful in nature... But I guess that should not be the reason for stop loving and stop living ~
Guess sometime we need to learn to ask is this world really that ugly when you are still breathing?
Is this world really that ugly when you met a good friend?
Is this world really that ugly when you see the beauty of nature?
Is this world really that ugly when you got what your heart desire?
Live life to the fullness ~
Look at things surrounds you, not all are ugly, at least the beauty of nature is always there :)
Keep thinking and saying human is ugly does not help you to move on... so just drop it ~
Hehe, saw ur blog then 'sun bian pang chi bu sai' here :)