Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Sad - Happy

been into sad period recently....
how to be sad and happy together?
loads been in my head.....luckily i hv my medicine......my movies (from sis and chris)
emotional.....must be from my period.....
headache....been seeing the real life recently...no more bodoh bodoh passing time......
seen the ugly side of human....sad.....
happy? hard......used to be able to laugh at my cousin joke till cry......hard to get this feelings back...too many bad things in mind.......how to get them out? stop the swith? off it? can i?
nowadays my laughter just plain 1 shot! 1 short shot! like espresso..... :)
hard to lift up my face....just told ling that i felt like prince sidartha.....just out from the kingdom....seeing the world for the 1st time.....seeing the hardship world.....
I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

  1. Since u already been here (earth planet), u have to go thru it. Sure u can be happy.. it's u control ur life, not ur life control u.
    C everything on the good side, u will be more happy.. No matter how ppl treat u, jus do ur own part, s long s we don do evil things to other. If we can/able to lend a hand to others, jus do it. Try our best to go thru a meaningful life..

    Life is short, play hard :)

    "We make a living by what we get. We make a life by what we give."
    ~ Winston Churchill ~

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  2. I also want to be HAPPY!!!! Can we?

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